Rare.

Awa used to treat me with one Gardenia bread that is so damn good. And I tried to search it everywhere and sadly it took me almost a month before I found another same type of bread. And it is not in KL but in Kedah.

Few days later I just realized that I left the bread at Kedah and I started to become crazier when there are still no stock of that bread in Sungai Petani.

Finally today, I found that awesome bread at Petronas and I bought 3 just for myself and within few minutes, I just finished it all.

Your rock Butter Toffee!

FTW.

I just checked the class time table. I just have classes on Monday, Tuesday and Thursday. Horay!

Kusyuk.

1. Sebelum start solat
- Jaga makan, minum & pemakanan
- Mandi & gosok gigi
- Wuduk yang sempurna
- Pakai pakaian bersih & kemas
- Jangan solat dalam keadaan lapar
- Jangan solat sambil tahan nak buang air kecil/besar
- Guna sejadah yang tak banyak gambar/mengganggu
- Make sure tak ada gangguan
- Solat awal waktu

2. Waktu nak start solat
- Start dengan azan dan iqamah
- Buat solat secara berjemaah
- Kosongkan hati dari segala gangguan
- Ingat mati
- Baca zikir (Surah An-Nas, Tahlil: Tiada Tuhan yang berhak disembah melainkan Allah, Zikir: Kami beriman dengan Allah dan RasulNya)
- Berusaha melawan gangguan syaitan
- Fahamkan bacaan dalam solat
- Rasa rendah diri waktu rukuk dan sujud
- Agungkan Allah SWT
- Jangan fikir pasal hal keduniaan
- Bagi tumpuan pada solat
- Kurangkan bergerak dalam solat
- Selalu tengok tempat sujud
- Buat solat dalam ketenangan (Thuma'ninah)

Baby.

She is a cute little baby. With a small little hand. And tiny fingers. Big large black eyes. Haha. Over.

Nurul Aisyah Yusrah. Baby baru Kak Fiq. One of my closest sister kat Penang dulu. And the moment bila dapat gelak dengar apa Kak Fiq cerita bila dia bersalin, it is just a miracle moment between both of us.

Sambil terkenang balik four of us dulu, includes Kak Zaza and Kak Lisa, the moment was great. Sampai Kak Fiq cakap, teringat lagi dulu, kita 4 orang bodoh-bodoh dalam bilik kat Baiduri.
Dan tup tup sekarang, Kak Fiq dah jadi mak orang. Haha.

Us.

Penat usaha mencuba sedaya upaya sebelum tersedar terjatuh tersungkur, kenapa pula harus memberikan segala apa yang ada hakikatnya yang lain hanya bersahaja tapi lebih berjaya.

Hard.

Never knew that being okay and cool is very hard to do. And it become harder when they actually didn't try at least a little to appreciate it back.

'Habis madu, sepah dibuang'

Just be strong dear myself.

Want.

Ellen.

I started to watch Ellen Degeneres 2 or 3 years ago. Just a random click on Youtube and I became one of her biggest fans on Youtube. Few months ago, I started to google more about her. She is a Covergirl model, she also did stand up comedy, has her own show, openly gay and married to Australian actress Portia De Rossi.

She is one of my idol. She is confident with herself although she'd been attacked with harsh questions when she confess about her sexual orientation, she is so kind and she loves to help many poor people, she is so beautiful in her ways and she also a funny person because she really can make my day lots better.

Watching Ellen show is a new way to enjoy life besides watching Glee series. And yeah, I am trying to catch up How I Met Your Mother until season 7 and keep on track with season 8 that been aired now. This is because I really want to know who is actually their mother that will be reveal on season 9.

And I miss Nadia so much. Be strong dear myself :)

Hope.

Semoga aku akan terus menjadi lebih kuat untuk menghadapi hari-hari yang akan mendatang. Semoga aku akan terus kuat untuk menempuh realiti. Dan semoga segalanya akan kekal seperti biasa. Walaupun jarak menjadi juara.

P/S: I love you, and I will love your family too. If I treat u well, yes I will treat your family like that too. I miss you.

Separuh.

Dimana air mata mengalir di kaki bumi tatkala ribuan yang lain sedang gembira bersama bagasi beroda. Iya. Dia yang banyak bersama-sama menyelam dan hanyut di dalam air dalam, terkapai-kapai kepanasan di tanah lapang.

Dia, separuh hidupku, separuh jiwaku, separuh diriku. Malu mula diketepikan kerana yang tinggal hanyalah rasa sayang. Sayang seorang sahabat, seorang teman, seorang keluarga, seorang cinta.

IkanUlat. Susah senang bersama. Sayang selamanya.

Semoga suatu hari nanti, Allah bukakkan hati, untuk menjadi yang baik. Seperti mereka :)