Kwn2 & Keseronokan~

HOTEL MANAGEMENT GATHERING

BLACK AND WHITE AFFAIR~

GUA KELAM-GPMS~

FRONT OFFICE~

HOUSEKEEPING~

Exhausted~

Misunderstanding
become worst day to day.
i hate acting like this.
i hurt with the 'xkisah' act.
im exhausted.

GPMS trip to gua kelam.
wood,fish monger,mak cik kantin.
cooking and keep cooking.
until been scolded for the late meal.
we have to cook on time.
so the food will not be contaminated.
and you keep mumbling at us.
im exhausted.

Hatss stuff.
upcoming programs?
none in my head.
none been told by him.
all is under him.
and right now,
big stone between us.
now,we are far apart.
im exhausted.

Money keep going out
just like water.
buying lots of stuff
for the programmes
and daily usage.
keep asking more.
im exhausted.

Things keep coming.
and im exhausted~

Dear best friend

2.26 am.
Finished ironed the housekeeping uniform.
Wash the face.Brush the teeth.
I planned to sleep for half an hour just now.
Tp meleret2 sampai 3 and a half hour.
Tido mati dengan buku F/O kat sblah.

Currently i miss her.
Miss her too much.
Am I changing or we had changed?
The trend of texting each other
With the word 'K' is too common now.
The only 'K' without fullstop..
To hear the laughing voices
at least once a day,
it seems hardly to be done now.
To share the problems,the enjoyment,
but the feedback that i will get
is totally unrelated..
Mcm korg mengadu kat ibu,
sakit perut,lapar.
Pastuh ibu ckp,jom g beli baju.
Ehm,yeah..things like that..

Sometimes the silent between us,
is not making me happier than before..
I am the normal me in front of hoteliers.
I am the normal friend in front of others.
But for the best friend,i am not the same as before.
I am not the same best friend as before.
And i am asking u dear best friend,
Am i changing or we had changed..

Dear best friend.
The truth that had been told that day
is not the benchmark of our friendship.
It is just the feelings,the thoughts in me.
The things between us,remain the same.
Obviously, it is still same as before.
I currently was crying while typing this post.
Hahaha..berdrama.
Yet,i miss you,i miss the laugh,i miss the voice.
I miss to share everything with you.
I miss the comments,the responses and the ideas.
Sorry for the wrongs,the words,everything.
I miss the old you,i miss the old ulat_ikan.

Let me lend you one of my hands for you there.
And let me help you from here,my dear best friend.
If you remembered..
A friend is one of the nicest thing i can have,
and one of the best things i can be.
You are the good best friend ever.
I miss you,dear best friend.

Timon~

Atas nasi goreng ada timun.
aku amek tepi2,buang yg tengah.

ngap.ngap.ngap.

huu.rangup.sedap.
mcm kulit ayam goreng jugak~

Riang-riang~

Smlm aku tgk 1 litre of tears.
biasela,org laen da khatam,
aku baru tehegeh nak tgk..
adila mcm biasa,da tido..
tiber ade satu bunyi cam..

Zzzz Zzzz Zzzz Zzzz

Sgt bising kot bunyi bnde uh,
aku da telompat2..
aku xtau pn namenyer ape.
seronok telompat2,nana balik..
aku suro die buang binatang uh.
nana pn takut.
so,aku panggel bdk bilik alyn.

Fuh,nmpk cam berani.
sekali binatang uh buat bunyi,
kiteorg betiga lari keluar bilik.
hahaha..

Final solution,panggel yana.
member sekelas nana.
mmg berani bdk nieh.
ttp lampu,guna payung aku,
die tolak binatang uh
masuk dlm penyodok.

Huu.dasar penakut aku nieh.
name jerh senior dlm bilik.
hahaha..
tp aku seronok.
sbb dpt melompat2 ngan nana.
melompat2 'keriangan' sbb riang2 :)

Zeyra & Hafiz~

Lepas kena brainwash
dgn Pn Zetti smlm,
dua2 org tukar fikiran.
dua2 nak g wat fast track.
dua2 nak gi shah alam.
dua2 da kelam kbut wat preparation.
dua2 nak tinggalkan aku!!

aku xnak dieorg pegi.
byk kenangan kiteorg.

zeyra,yang aku dr part 1.
dia kepoh sgt.
sbb die kepoh,aku syg dia.
dia gf yg plg fhm aku.
altou aku xsetanding gf2 die yg laen,
tp aku still dpt perhatian dr dia..
special nyer perhatian.hu3.
she's adorable.
she's one in a million.

hafiz,bdk rumah aku.
rumah je dekat2,tp xpna jmpe pn.
dia sgt3 baik.
we share problems,memories..
sbb jd sekreteriat,aku makin rpt ngan dia.
he still with his own opinion
no matter what others
wanna say bout him.
and i respect him a lot..

nadia da pegi lg jauh
tinggalkan aku.
xkan nak tgk je
zeyra ngan hafiz pegi..

but for both my beloved friends,
if that is ur final decision,
i'll support u from penang.
friendship last forever..
love you guys~

p/s:da nanges byk kali :(

Azam ke?

2010.
Fuh.

Ape nak wat ek?
-blaja n naikkan pointer.xnak turun dah!
-solat jangan tinggal.
-jaga kaktus dengan PENUH kasih syg.
-jaga hubungan dgn semua kwn2.
-be MORE positive.
-keep in touch dgn geng2 PM.
-senyum,senyum,senyum.

p/s:byk lg sebenanyer~

Kolej vs rindu IBU~

Smlm da masuk tahun baru.
smlm jgk aku kelua ngan kak mila.
beli brg2 utk kehidupan di baiduri.
aku dpt bilik 4.02.
mengadap unit kesihatan.
junior dua org baru msuk rini.
tertnya2 mana kak fiq~

Aku sedih lepas MMS.
bkn sbb MMS,tp sbb rindu kt ibu.
yea,aku rindu sgt kat ibu.
ibu xnk kacau aku tyme MMS.
agak lama gark ah xdpt dgr suara ibu.
mlm pas PM da bebaskan MB,
aku lepak2 dlm bilik.
tgk loker,nanges.
tgk beg baju,nanges.
dok saje2,nanges..
on the phone pn nanges..

Aku anak manja ke?
xrasa mcm tu pun..
aku cuma xbiasa dgn keadaan mcm ni..
selalu kalau nak msuk sem baru,
ibu yg akan wat sume benda utk aku.
lap loker,pilih katil,pilih meja..
ibu yg akan susun barang2 aku..
bkn aku malas.cume ibu da biasa.
hady ngan ameer pn ddk asrama.
n ibu yg akan kemaskan utk dieorg jgk..
ibu cuma dah biasa buat mcm nie.
dan skrg bila ibu xde utk teman aku,
aku jadi sangat2 sedih..

apa yg mampu,ibu call bgtau..
-kakak jgn lupa cr meja mengadap kiblat.
-kakak jgn lupa lap loker ngan meja study.
-check lampu ngan plug kat meja study.
-laci dlm loker bg senang bukak.
-jgn tinggal solat.
-naikkan pointer lg sem nie~

Ibu,thanks utk segalanya.
kakak syg ibu~