2.26 am.
Finished ironed the housekeeping uniform.
Wash the face.Brush the teeth.
I planned to sleep for half an hour just now.
Tp meleret2 sampai 3 and a half hour.
Tido mati dengan buku F/O kat sblah.
Currently i miss her.
Miss her too much.
Am I changing or we had changed?
The trend of texting each other
With the word 'K' is too common now.
The only 'K' without fullstop..
To hear the laughing voices
at least once a day,
it seems hardly to be done now.
To share the problems,the enjoyment,
but the feedback that i will get
is totally unrelated..
Mcm korg mengadu kat ibu,
sakit perut,lapar.
Pastuh ibu ckp,jom g beli baju.
Ehm,yeah..things like that..
Sometimes the silent between us,
is not making me happier than before..
I am the normal me in front of hoteliers.
I am the normal friend in front of others.
But for the best friend,i am not the same as before.
I am not the same best friend as before.
And i am asking u dear best friend,
Am i changing or we had changed..
Dear best friend.
The truth that had been told that day
is not the benchmark of our friendship.
It is just the feelings,the thoughts in me.
The things between us,remain the same.
Obviously, it is still same as before.
I currently was crying while typing this post.
Hahaha..berdrama.
Yet,i miss you,i miss the laugh,i miss the voice.
I miss to share everything with you.
I miss the comments,the responses and the ideas.
Sorry for the wrongs,the words,everything.
I miss the old you,i miss the old ulat_ikan.
Let me lend you one of my hands for you there.
And let me help you from here,my dear best friend.
If you remembered..
A friend is one of the nicest thing i can have,
and one of the best things i can be.
You are the good best friend ever.
I miss you,dear best friend.
