Kenapa.

Semua kau kaut
Semua kau tarik
Sebab kau rasa perlu
Untuk ambil tahu semua

Kenapa
Kau gegar
Malu

Ngadu.

Cepat betul hati ini
Gundah gulana
Seperti keroncong perutnya
Mudah
Dengan sekelip mata
Rindu rasa
Walau hati buta semua
Kamu istimewa
Kawan dari Allah yang esa
Kawan baik perilakunya

Aku rindu kalian

Dia.

Datang dengan kata-kata
Bernas
Seperti ketua
Seperti raja
Menjaga hati
Menjaga dengan setia
Kagum
Semangat yang ikhlas
Tempa nama
Bersama-sama

My day.

Because it is my day. And I am officially 23 but face the truth, I am going to be 24 next year. How fast time flies.

Thank you Ikan for the love.

Write.

I need to start writing in English back. I want to be better in English. For myself.

Hela.

Showed the truth.

Lagak.

Tak perlu gundah
Sebab kau rasa sepah
Bila perlu redah
Padahal penat lelah
Bukan kau kisah

Tajam
Sedar
Kunci saja
Jangan biar merata

Main.

Kiri kanan dunia
Tengah kau jaga
Senang hasut tipu daya
Untuk kau senyum gembira

Cukup
Sebab kau angkuh tersenyum
Sendiri seorang diri
Gagah di atas

Permainan kau
Akulah pemainnya
Dengan bangga
Engkaulah
Kawalannya

Pijak.

Sampai kau tak sedar
Kau genggam tangan yang lain
Sambil kau pijak kepala aku

Seronok tak?

Final.

Habis belajar walaupun bukan dari kelas yang sama. Tapi sekurang-kurangnya usaha sama-sama akhirnya sampai berjaya. Nadia, akan disayangi. Hingga akhir nyawa.

Releven.

Entah kenapa
Aku rasa puas
Sendiri jauh
Ketawa kuat
Puas!

Indah.

Suara.
Nada.
Laungannya.

Segalanya indah.

Crap.

People talking bullshit.

Senang.

Lagu.

Sebab tu passion dia
Jamming berteriak
Dengan cara yang baru
Lalu aku hulur
Satu dimensi baru
Megah diukir sepadan
Kerna cuak dimakan badan
Dia sempurna

Payah.

Mula terjebak
Senyum girang
Dibuka sesawang
Senyum girang
Walaupun ucapan
Assalamualaikum

:)

Miss.

Tenang saja dia membesar
Memberi apa yang ada
Walaupun kiri kanan
Kebahagiaan terpancar
Kadang-kadang goyah
Dek rezeki Allah datangkan
Tapi dia tenang
Senyum di bibir
Bersahaja

Seronok.

Bila kawan baik meluahkan rasa
Bertemu gadis pujaan sepanjang masa
Cantik lemah lembut ceria orangnya
Percayalah
Aku tumpang bahagia :)

<3

Mungkin.

Mungkin kau nampak aku lemah
Cuba selalu habis tenaga
Tapi kau naif
Kerna aku ada dia
Kau rasa kuasa
Ketawa hambar bersahaja
Ternyata cerita di mata
Kau pendusta

Bila.

Bila larut malam
Hati makin kelam
Selalu terbayang
Dia yang seorang
Rasa rindu hati
Nak bertemu lagi
Harap muncul jua
Aku kan setia

:)

Gila.

Last time I acting weird like this was during my Diploma years. I was all over that person. Trying to hold to the world and rule it. I guess the feelings come again. This time with a new aura. A good one. With a really good people.

You are amazing.

Dia.

Perasaan yang jarang dirasa.
Walau berpuluh berganti acara.
Kenapa dia.
Berbeza.

:)

Them.

They came with smile
Unexpectedly
Without any confirmation
And they just came
And enlighten the day
Amazingly when they said,
'Aku datang sebab kau'
Or
'Aku kenal kau sorang je'
And it touched me

Sometimes I feel bad because
I am not that close with some hoteliers
I don't hangout often like them
Because I am too busy with other stuff
The club activities or even volunteering
However
Friends that I make
During all the growing process
That actually came back to me
Lean on my shoulder
And share stuffs after a long silence

I am so touched
And I am so happy to know that
Anything happens although we are busy
We will always be friend
Through any circumstances
And when they hugging you
To say goodbye
Or when they smiling at you
With an extensive advises
You actually can feel the love
Of inter-faculty friends
That somehow stronger than others

Thank you for these people
That always believe
And hold on to the friendship
Like Nadia always did

I love you
-Azrul
-Huda
-Ijat
-Arm

Pre Grad.

Memang serious hectic minggu lepas. And I didn't have that much time untuk berphoto sana sini macam before this. However we managed to set up a pre grad photoshoot at KLCC with le housemates. Such a great day :)

Kisah.

I really don't care what you gonna do, when you gonna do it or even how hard it will affect me back. Because I just do not care with all of the bullshit that your playing. You know, just live your life. Get out from my life.

Fasa.

Tak sangka hidup manusia
Ada turun naik sampai resah dada
Semua kerna sayang
Semua kerna terlalu jaga
Semua kerna mahu bahagia

Dia biasa sahaja
Cuma
Dalamannya selalu bercahaya
Lemah tapi terus tegak bergaya
Kuat tatapan muka
Kerna dia tahu
Dia perlu ada
Untuk semua

Macam itulah yang aku mahu
Berbuat baik kembali padanya
Kerna dia terlalu berharga
Epic

Saat.

Paling lama
Sungguh
Itulah yang dirasa
Kerna dunia terasa dusta
Realiti terasa bahangnya

Mutiara.

Sungguh
Sampai rasa dinding acuan kepala
Tak dapat ditafsir
Ungkitan yang mungkin berbunga
Atau khayalan menutup cela
Hampir jatuh mutiara
Kerana syak wasangka
Ligat memutar pita
Apa kehendakmu
Apa makan minum mu
Sementara aku
Terus jatuh
Bersama mutiara

Kerna.

Betul
Datang jarang-jarang
Sampai kita boleh membilang
Tapi kerana hajat
Agenda terpacul
Isi hati terluah
Hampa
Kerna baik isi kerna kuku
Kerna ikut resam padi

Petah.

Tak kisahlah
Kalau dunia yang lemah pun
Masih mampu berputar
Sekuat bisikan-bisikan
Yang halus cuba menggapai
Terima lah kasihku
Hambar
Likat
Namun kenyataan terang
Menyuluh semua

Kawan
Satu kata petah berbicara
Tikamannya tak pernah diduga
Mengukir tawa
Memberi rasa
Terimalah

Health.

Tipulah kalau kata aku tak pernah makan supplement apa-apa untuk buat diri ni sihat. Konon nye lah. Tu belum lagi dengan pencubaan berani mati untuk guna semua produk yang ada kat farmasi dan internet. Ubat resdung, Catalyst, Dunia Herbs, etc etc. Dan Alhamdulillah, by consuming this supplement, aku rasa I am getting better.

Senggugut dulu tak payah cakap teruk dia sampai rasa nak berguling, menangis, semua ada. Dan perubahan ketara lepas makan ubat ni sebab aku tak sedar pun 'period' sbb tak sakit langsung. Hal macam kelemumur ke, rambut gatal ke, yelah sebab kan pakai tudung kadang-kadang terlepas pandang, memang sehari je boleh nampak beza dah kurang.

Belum cerita black head white head segala head yang time study dulu bercerambah banyak tak pernah nak jaga, yang reti beli mask kat Watson guna sampai habis berkotak-kotak, lepas tu jadi even worst. Ni sekarang nampak lah jugak beza dari dulu.

Bersyukur sangat. Semua orang ada pandangan masing-masing. Tapi untuk aku, this is a great match for me. Thank you TREENEA. Thank you Allah sbb bagi saya sihat dari semalam :)

Hectic.

Sumpah hectic days betul. Kena perah otak untuk event padahal yang organize pun baru setapak dua nak belajar. Alhamdulillah. I am glad to be with this awesome team although there are many circumstances that we need to face. Dan trip dengan Ikan sememangnya lebih awesome bila dapat sama-sama jatuh bangun untuk buat yang terbaik dan makan 24/7 sampai semua pun heran kenapa kiteorang tak boleh nak berhenti kunyah. Haha. Gemok bersama, mari.

Cuti.

Antara cuti yang paling seronok dan bermakna. Antara masa yang paling lama aku ada untuk sama-sama celebrate puasa, raya and after raya sama-sama dengan Nadia. What a great feeling. Cuba curi masa mana yang ada, cuba untuk ada mana tau nanti dah sibuk tak ingat dunia, tak boleh ada sama-sama. We are going to have a food adventure nanti. I can't wait :)

Selamat.

Selamat hari jadi sayangku Ikan. Maaf untuk cebration yang bersahaja dan a bit lame. However, the thoughts that count and hopefully kita akan dapat capai impian kita sama-sama. You are my perfect other half and let us explore the world together. Tapi tunggu saya banyak duit sikit :) I love u Ikan!

I am literally shocked. You lived with a huge liars in your life. You just did the same thing that you used to say 'the ugliest things ever'. I am confused at the same time. Just please. Stop living hypocritely just because you do not have anyone to attach too. You are attention seeker with your disgusting attitude. Live.

Dreams.

Tend to live in dreams. And tend to deny the reality. Major factors because it hurts. And it is so hardto digest. Not realizing that karma happens. How he acts is actually, how I acts towards others. I should understand it better. Because it is just the same. What goes around comes around. Literally, I am happy. Because you are happy. Happy without having difficulties. Difficulties towards the immature things. Hope. Faith.

Dia.

Harap dia merasakan benda yang sama. Kuatlah. Sebab aku tahu, dia sayangkan kawan-kawannya. Sebanyak mana, aku sayangkan dia.

So.

Hidup
Di tengah
Antara meneruskan delegasi
Ataupun mencabar diri
Ternyata
Diri ini buntu
Sambil cuba sedar
Walaupun hakikatnya
Buntu dalam sendu

All time.

Favourite <3

Bila ditanya benda yang sama
Diri memberontak mahukan cahaya
Bersyukur
Kerana perlakuan ini sememangnya tepat
Tapi tersekima
Betulkah ini apa yang hati mahukan?

Menjadi pemberontak
Menjadi si kurang ajar
Menjadi pelakon di teater sendiri
Mengaburi hati mata empunya diri

Menendang bumi
Mencari gali
Betulkah semua ini?

Semua ada dunia sendiri. It's the willingness to share with others that makes us different.

When we're not contacting often, doesn't mean we forgot.

Sometimes, we tend to ignore things around us. But the one we couldn't have that we're chasing.

Hari-hari makan kuih pelita pun bosan kan. So kena try kuih lain. Or stop makan kuih tu jap. Sampai ingat nak makan balik kuih tu. Masa tu mesti rasa best. Sebab dah lama tak makan.

P/S: Wise advices from a wise friend, one of the closest friend during Diploma semester 1, Syazali. Thank you dear friend.

Words.

Datanglah kamu di kala senja
Di kala sang ayam mencari rumahnya
Di kala si nelayan mendaratkan pusakanya
Namun hairan
Mengapa berani menonjolkan diri
Mengapa berani membakar diri

Banyak pepatah keluar dari mulutnya
Menggambarkan realiti di sebalik senja
Benarkah?
Jika seekor ayam sedar sudah tiba senja
Maka berpuluh himpunan jua
Akan berfikir benda yang sama?

Masa akan berlalu
Begitu jua waktu senja itu

Sometimes.

We never can understand what others think about you. Sometimes they might be hypocrite and just adapt with the external factors. And however sometimes they tend to act or talk or say something without thinking of it first at the first place.

I miss you. A lot.

TREENEA.

Do visit www.treenea.com or www.facebook.com/treenea

This is Nadia's uncle company. And currently she is working with her uncle as admin exec if I am not mistaken. And I got the freelance job for this company to do their magazine, editing the video or even do some simple photoshoot.

Freelance pun okay lah dari takde apa. Hehe.

Yes.

I managed to finished my degree. And I am waiting for the new adventure. Choosing to private my blog might be a good idea since I am having such unstable emotion during the final semester. But hey now I am back. With a brand new me. I am sure that I will miss all of the memories but yeah, life must go on :)

P/S: You are one of the best things that ever happened to me.

Dead.

One of the main character of Glee, Cory Monteith that plays role of Finn Hudson just died. And I am extremely shocked with the news. Thanks to Shaz since she is so alert with the Twitter buzz and I got the news from her.

I started to search and Google as much as I can about him because last time news about him getting hits is because he wanted to join the rehab because of the drugs addiction. Poor Lea Michele because they are planning to get married just two weeks after he died (13 July 2013 is the day he died).

I heard the rumours that Ryan Murphy planning to do some tribute episode to Monteith. However, they still not sure how they are going to adapt with the incident that just happened. And and, Adam Lambert will be joining Glee and question been asked whether he will replaced the Finn Hudson character since there are Brodywho already plays the new boyfriend character.

I cried a lot when I looked at some pictures of Cory and Lea at Tumblr. Poor them.

Perlu.

Bila bangun dari tidur, teringat sangat celoteh pagi buta yang dia selalu buat. Sampai kadang-kadang bingit sebenarnya telinga.

Tapi sedar tak sedar, dia sebenarnya yang aku perlukan. Dia sebenarnya separuh nyawaku. Aku perlu dia.

Nadia.

Eat.

I just love to eat. Lagi-lagi kalau ada orang satu kepala. And of course Nadia is one of the best human being on earth that can really enjoy eating like I do.

We used to overspent that night just because we want to have the best steak at that area. Haha.

Teguh.

Siapa sangka, dia datang mengadu domba. Bercerita macam sang perwira. Senang-senang ungkapkan balik rindu, cinta.

Salah. Ternyata kau salah mentafsir aku. Kerana aku teguh, aku yang baru.

Sendiri.

Kadang-kadang bila jauh dari orang lain dan cuba untuk bergerak di atas kaki sendiri, ternyata itu pilihan yang lebih tepat.

Izzat.

Idk what is his real name. I maybe used to know his full name. Izzat Fikri or Izzat Fahmi. Idk actually. For all this time I only call him Ijat or Jat. And it comforts me.

Ijat is a good friend. A life saver. A helper. He always there. Through ups and downs. Although we rarely communicated or lepaking together but we try our best to be a good friend or each other through text and call.

And amazingly he is my very first guy friend in Diploma since we are in the same LDK group. And Alhamdulillah almost 5 years, he was there, as a very good friend of mine. Listening to all of the bullshit and drama stories, picking up the calls no matter what time is it and sincerely giving the advice with all that harsh words that actually works well with me.

Thank you dear friend.

Kembali.

Hadirlah sejuta warna, tetap kembali ke sinar yang sama. Hadirlah sejuta kisah, tetap kembali ke cerita yang sama.

Setinggi terima kasih.

Wallpaper.

New wallpaper for new spirit. ILY Darren Criss.

Ayah.

Ayah cool gila. Macamana penat pun, ayah mesti akan buat jugak. Ayah bawak kereta laju gila. Tapi cool je jugak. Ayah tak pernah nak mewah-mewah. Aku je tak pernah nak sedar diri. Haha. Seronok dapat spent masa dengan ayah.

Melayu.

Harini first class untuk subjek Hotel Strategic Management. Dan En Kamril sangatlah cool sampai aku boleh samakan dia dengan lebih daripada 5 orang macam Que Haidar, Aznil Hj Nawawi, Harith Iskandar, En Fairuz, Azim Syafiq. It is just a perfect compilation of different attitudes that makes up one good and strong human being.

Dan En Kamril adalah reference terbaik untuk masa depan aku. Hidup lecturer cool,

Rare.

Awa used to treat me with one Gardenia bread that is so damn good. And I tried to search it everywhere and sadly it took me almost a month before I found another same type of bread. And it is not in KL but in Kedah.

Few days later I just realized that I left the bread at Kedah and I started to become crazier when there are still no stock of that bread in Sungai Petani.

Finally today, I found that awesome bread at Petronas and I bought 3 just for myself and within few minutes, I just finished it all.

Your rock Butter Toffee!

FTW.

I just checked the class time table. I just have classes on Monday, Tuesday and Thursday. Horay!

Kusyuk.

1. Sebelum start solat
- Jaga makan, minum & pemakanan
- Mandi & gosok gigi
- Wuduk yang sempurna
- Pakai pakaian bersih & kemas
- Jangan solat dalam keadaan lapar
- Jangan solat sambil tahan nak buang air kecil/besar
- Guna sejadah yang tak banyak gambar/mengganggu
- Make sure tak ada gangguan
- Solat awal waktu

2. Waktu nak start solat
- Start dengan azan dan iqamah
- Buat solat secara berjemaah
- Kosongkan hati dari segala gangguan
- Ingat mati
- Baca zikir (Surah An-Nas, Tahlil: Tiada Tuhan yang berhak disembah melainkan Allah, Zikir: Kami beriman dengan Allah dan RasulNya)
- Berusaha melawan gangguan syaitan
- Fahamkan bacaan dalam solat
- Rasa rendah diri waktu rukuk dan sujud
- Agungkan Allah SWT
- Jangan fikir pasal hal keduniaan
- Bagi tumpuan pada solat
- Kurangkan bergerak dalam solat
- Selalu tengok tempat sujud
- Buat solat dalam ketenangan (Thuma'ninah)

Baby.

She is a cute little baby. With a small little hand. And tiny fingers. Big large black eyes. Haha. Over.

Nurul Aisyah Yusrah. Baby baru Kak Fiq. One of my closest sister kat Penang dulu. And the moment bila dapat gelak dengar apa Kak Fiq cerita bila dia bersalin, it is just a miracle moment between both of us.

Sambil terkenang balik four of us dulu, includes Kak Zaza and Kak Lisa, the moment was great. Sampai Kak Fiq cakap, teringat lagi dulu, kita 4 orang bodoh-bodoh dalam bilik kat Baiduri.
Dan tup tup sekarang, Kak Fiq dah jadi mak orang. Haha.

Us.

Penat usaha mencuba sedaya upaya sebelum tersedar terjatuh tersungkur, kenapa pula harus memberikan segala apa yang ada hakikatnya yang lain hanya bersahaja tapi lebih berjaya.

Hard.

Never knew that being okay and cool is very hard to do. And it become harder when they actually didn't try at least a little to appreciate it back.

'Habis madu, sepah dibuang'

Just be strong dear myself.

Want.

Ellen.

I started to watch Ellen Degeneres 2 or 3 years ago. Just a random click on Youtube and I became one of her biggest fans on Youtube. Few months ago, I started to google more about her. She is a Covergirl model, she also did stand up comedy, has her own show, openly gay and married to Australian actress Portia De Rossi.

She is one of my idol. She is confident with herself although she'd been attacked with harsh questions when she confess about her sexual orientation, she is so kind and she loves to help many poor people, she is so beautiful in her ways and she also a funny person because she really can make my day lots better.

Watching Ellen show is a new way to enjoy life besides watching Glee series. And yeah, I am trying to catch up How I Met Your Mother until season 7 and keep on track with season 8 that been aired now. This is because I really want to know who is actually their mother that will be reveal on season 9.

And I miss Nadia so much. Be strong dear myself :)

Hope.

Semoga aku akan terus menjadi lebih kuat untuk menghadapi hari-hari yang akan mendatang. Semoga aku akan terus kuat untuk menempuh realiti. Dan semoga segalanya akan kekal seperti biasa. Walaupun jarak menjadi juara.

P/S: I love you, and I will love your family too. If I treat u well, yes I will treat your family like that too. I miss you.

Separuh.

Dimana air mata mengalir di kaki bumi tatkala ribuan yang lain sedang gembira bersama bagasi beroda. Iya. Dia yang banyak bersama-sama menyelam dan hanyut di dalam air dalam, terkapai-kapai kepanasan di tanah lapang.

Dia, separuh hidupku, separuh jiwaku, separuh diriku. Malu mula diketepikan kerana yang tinggal hanyalah rasa sayang. Sayang seorang sahabat, seorang teman, seorang keluarga, seorang cinta.

IkanUlat. Susah senang bersama. Sayang selamanya.

Semoga suatu hari nanti, Allah bukakkan hati, untuk menjadi yang baik. Seperti mereka :)

Sederhana.

I can't remember when was the last time I turned on my laptop. And I just turned it on because I want to download the new episode of Glee. I really do not care when others start to talk shit about Glee because I think everyone has their own preferences. And I just want to live my life.

Kesederhanaan.

Darren.

I am to obssessed with you, Darren. And I am excited when I know about your weight and height.

73 kg, 174 cm.

I did some measurement in my room just to get the real figure of how tall you are. Yeah. Your tall enough for me. *blush.

And your just too handsome with that height. Love.

When you have a choice on whether to be right or to be kind. CHOOSE TO BE KIND.
- Wayne Dyer

Pen.

I had my Research Method paper just now. And the paper is blue in color. Just like my blue baju kurung and scarf.

I become more excited to use my current favorite of blue and black gel pen. And I choose black one to write all the details. Then to the objective paper I wanted to choose the blue one because it just look good together.

Then I realized. It's already out of ink. But I just don't give up. And I start to do some random scribble on my examination slip.

Then I gave up. And I turn back to him.

"Boleh tak nak pinjam satu pen biru cair? Hehe"

And it reminds me during the first semester of the Diploma. Final examination at Laman Perdana. He sat on my right and we are not from the same class.

And sadly my pen is out of ink again. And I need to ask the invigilator to borrow one of his blue pen because he got a lot of it on the table.

And you know what. It is the same person that helped me today.

My twins.

Farith Zainudin :)

Lain.

Der.
Senang betul kau kan der.
Kejap ke timur.
Kejap ke barat.
Ada masa ke utara.
Ada masa ke selatan.
Hiruk pikuk dunia semua kau bantai.
Pelukan ciuman sementara katanya.
Sekalung penghargaan untuk kau der.
Atas kemajuan kehebatan diri.
Tahniah.
Untuk kau, der.

Tumpang.

Galak matanya melilau
Habis sana sini ditatapi.
Turun naik nafas
Cuba mengharungi rendah tinggi.
Sekejap menghela nafas
Sambil diri galak menaip kekunci.
Satu persoalan timbul di benak.
Ya engkau.
Mengapa galak menunjukkan belang.
Mengapa bangga mengeluarkan taring.
Cukuplah. Sedarlah
Kerana sesungguhnya
Kamu tidak lebih dari itu
Dan akan terus menjadi
Seorang penumpang.

Cuba.

Kadang-kadang,
Fikiran celaru
Hati membeku
Kerana diri ini
Sememangnya terlalu ghairah
Untuk cuba memahami
Akan engkau manusia
Yang hanya mendengki.

Bahagia.

Berhenti dengan andaian.
Aku bahagia dengan mereka.
Tapi disebalik hijab itu,
Terkumpul satu rasa.
Yang hitam.
Yang busuk.
Yang dinodai.
Bahagiakah engkau,
Jikalau hidup penuh dusta.
Semata-mata untuk terus bersama.
Tahniah.
Engkau perosak bahagia.

Nyata.

Berharap ledakan amarah menjadi semangat.
Berharap timbunan tohmahan menjadi pendukung.
Berharap sedepa kesombongan menjadi pendorong.
Berharap sekelumit memori menjadi nyata.
Berpijak.
Terus berpijak.
Di bumi yang nyata.

Mungkin.

Katanya, zarah itu hanya menjengah.
Melihat keadaan dunia.
Yang penuh.
Penuh dengan tiupan penipuan.
Penuh dengan sorakan penjatuhan.
Mungkin.
Suatu hari nanti.
Zarah akan mula berdiri.
Menyesali kedatangannya kesini.

Satu.

Bersatu dalam tangisan.
Walaupun penuh dengan esakan.
Namun.
Sinar mula memberi harapan.
Dengan munculnya seukir senyuman.
Dengan hilai gelak tawa berdendangan.
Cukup. Satu.

Dia.

Manusia bertopengkan senyuman.
Senyuman yang menjadi sentapan jiwa.
Padahal dimuntahkan cacian makian yang ada.
Meluahkan isi perut hati bumi yang bergelora.
Dia.
Tajam berbicara.
Tanpa mengira betapa tajam pisaunya.
Bangkitlah.
Sedarlah.
Hidup. Mati. Redha. Ilahi.

Bila.

Bila dah tertanam di hati.
Bila dah terkunci di bibir.
Bila dah tertayang di mata.
Sesungguhnya.
Permata juga kelihatan seperti pasir.
Zamrud juga kelihatan seperti hampas.
Hiduplah. Hiduplah.

Terima.

Hiduplah kau bersama pelangi.
Yang ternyata lebih cantik berwarna-warni.
Daripada guruh yang suram di waktu senja.
Ya.
Ternyata.
Kau tidak pernah cuba.
Untuk memandang guruh yang sedang derita.

Blessed.

And she always has the right words to say, the right advices to share, and the right stories to be told. And with that reason, I just love her more and more and I am blessed because at least I know in this world, I still have someone to be called as a true friend. Thank you Nadia_Ikan sayang.

P/S: And Alhamdulillah, although we are far apart, but they are always there for me. Dear girlfriends, Yang Hazeera Hafezah and dear lovely cousin, ZawaniZul. I love you.

Hypocrites can't do a thing on you.
- Ahmad Khai, Mutiararians.

Kebaikan.

Until one point, I just want to cry and sleep with the tears. Because you guys just love to judge people and make assumptions. And start to talk shit and amazingly at the same time still can pretend like everything was fine with the fake smile. Take things for granted. Arigato :)

Discussion.

I remember back then during my Diploma Journey whereby we had one urgent HATSS meeting and at the same time we also had 2 major tests. And unfortunately I did not study anything at all.

There we go, 5 committees of HATSS; Iylia, Helmy, Ef, Shaz and I myself had one discussion about the test at the student lounge.

And amazingly, it really helps me to score.

I can't remember whether I did post the entry about it before but what I can remember, they gave many silly examples to support the points.

Again, it helps me a lot.

And here I am trying to do the same thing for CTU paper since I cannot take it last semester due to the maximum credit hour and somehow it does not feel like the same as the old days.

Maybe last minute works will give you big impacts kot. Haha.

Dear Final Exam, be good to me :)

Horizontal.

I am really bad in memorizing Vertical and Horizontal. And I make an effort for this semester for the sake of Accounting Paper whereby I learn how to memorize the Horizontal by the joining bridge between the two of big I's that will make a complete H. Oh My. I am bad on explaining things :(