Nak mati?

Tau tak Mc Donald Perda yang dekat dengan Mutiara?
Semua pun dah duduk luar kan, mesti tau.
Penah tengok budak-budak UiTM nak lintas jalan?
Mesti pernah kan, sebab kadang-kadang kita pun lintas.

Topik utama entry kali ni,tak kenal bahaya, tak penyabar.
Semua sebab insiden petang tadi lepas kelas event management.
Giler lah 4 orang budak-budak UiTM nieh. Berani mati!
Sorang laki pakai jaket Elektrik, bawak beg Pembantu Mahasiswa!
Tak menyabar, sampai tunggu tengah-tengah lane.
Alah, kan ada dua lane, dia gi tunggu yang tengah-tengah uh!
Padahal, kereta dok berpusu-pusu datang. Tak sedar ke?!

Sorang lagi budak Komander. Pakai baju batik pulak.
Tapi sayang, tak ada disiplin. Gi mengekor budak elektrik tadi.
Sebab confident sgt, minah yang pakai jaket Elektrik pun follow.
Dok mengekor bontot si Komander tadi, konon dapat lepas.
Sampai dieorang bertiga, 3-4 kali kena patah balik!

Lagi sorang budak pompuan pakai baju kurung hijau.
Dia confident nak lintas, ada kereta laju datang.
Memang giler laju arh, sampai aku istighfar dari jauh.
Nasib baik dia sempat patah balik. Kalau tak, Wallahualam.

Korang tau tak kereta kat area McD ngan ABC Corner tu laju.
Sangat laju, lagi-lagi kat area simpang, lagi sibuk jalannya.
Budak-budak ni aku tak tau reti tak bahaya tu ape.
Kalau boleh lepas turun bas, nak tunggu belakang bontot bus.
Budget cam nak lintas terus, padahal lepas bus dah blah,
Dieorang sebanarnya berada di tengah-tengah jalan.
Dan lawak sangat bila tak ada kesedaran untuk patah balik,
But keep going tunggu kat tengah-tengah lane tuh.

Salute habis budak-budak UiTM sebab kita still juara!
Bab-bab benda pelik-pelik ngan benda tak berapa nak elok camni,
Kita memang akan sentiasa mendahului. Tahniah!
Nak lintas jalan pun, tak berapa nak guna akal yang dah ada.
Tunggu je lah jalan lengang sikit, tak ada masalah pun kan.

Lagi satu yang lawak pasal insiden nak lintas jalan petang tadi,
Dieorang berempat kan kelam kabut sangat nak lintas jalan,
Aku ingat ada hal penting sangatlah nak kena buat.
Tiba-tiba terpacak muka sorang-sorang kat kedai kuih.
Oh, lintas jalan cepat-cepat takut kuih habis rupanya?
Kesian, kuih lagi penting dari nyawa. Ingat nyawa tu 2 RM1?

DH5B2/5C1/5C2

Entry ini khas untuk classmate saya.
Gabungan group B2 dan C.
Terima kasih kawan-kawan
Walaupun kita baru mulakan langkah,
tapi aku sangat terharu dengan semua.
Apa yang penting, kerjasama :P

Kawan-kawan, terima kasih sebab membantu.
Thanks untuk Idzmeer, Erin, Fares, Farith dan Alyn.
Sebab korang sudi join group event utk buat survey.
Thanks untuk Akif dan Helmy yang join survey utk 2nd time.
Thanks untuk yang lain sebab sudi libatkan diri jugak.

Thanks sebab semua berusaha untuk cari rumah yang sesuai.
Masuk kampung, sesat, jumpa ketua kampung, sesat lagi.
Pergi balai polis, jumpa JKK, semua kita dah rasa kan.
Kita makan laksa, minum air sedap2, buat bbq.
Tanpa korang, aku takkan boleh handle event ni.
Sebab koranglah yang jadi tulang belakang aku.
Dan aku akan try yang terbaik untuk berikan yg terbaik.
Thanks sangat2, untuk survey yang kita dah buat.
Survey 1st trip-Akif, Bong, Yana, Wiwin, aku.
Survey 2nd trip-Kak Ida, Am, Chepa, Helmy, Ikha.
Survey 3rd trip 1st car-Idzmeer, Papa, Helmy, Erin, Kai.
Survey 3rd trip 2nd car-Akif, Fares, Farith, Alyn, Kak Mas.

Terima kasih kawan-kawan. Semua ni pun pengalaman kita kan.
Kita cuba benda baru, jumpa orang yang lagi susah dari kita.
Aku harap, hasil untuk event ni akan menyentuh hati kita semua.
Sayang korang sangat HOTELIERS 5B2/5C1/5C2!!

Inner Voice

I felt annoyed with some type of human being,
that put my feelings as not important as their works.
That put their works more important than my situation.
That doesn’t care if I am going to class on that time
but the only thing they know if I can help with their works.
That feels too hard to say thank you after I helped them
or feel disappointed if I cannot help them
although I am the only person that can help them.
Things that keeps coming and happen unexpected.
Things that sometimes made me feel sad with me.
Am I too bad to my friends or am I too burden to them?
Or I am looked like a very bad friend although I had tried to help?
Or I am not good enough to be a part of their life?

Nowadays, I saw a friend had a serious culture shock.
Bdw, people change and I can accept the statement.
But changing to some kind of person that they shouldn’t be,
It just makes me feel annoyed and disappointed with them.
Instead of advising them, I had changed it to mengumpat.
And it makes me feel bad friends, bad human beings.
I am not saying that I am a damn good girl.
I admit that I also did something wrong although I knew it.
But looking at this one friend that changing drastically,
I felt afraid of myself, thinking of what will happen to me in future.
Am I going to change like her, and continue the culture shock cases?
Dear friend, I bet your past is not an experimental season for you.
Cause I am a different person in a past compared to these days.
Cause in past, I had enough time to try many bad stuff.
Until I got caught, until I got the punishment, detention, etc.
And that’s why I said, I had enough from my past.
And maybe your experimental season is this year, this semester.
But thinking of the practical semester for the next year,
again, worried, disappointed, annoyed keep struggling in me.

Little bit of class trip, little bit of event, little bit of hatss.
And they become a problem to me because I am not prepared.
Although the event is after raya, but the pressure has started.
Keep searching for the suitable house, the sponsorship,
the promotion, letter this, letter that, resulted a pressure.
Some of friends are willing to help continuously but,
me, myself do not know how to organize all of this stuff.
And although Farith already pay RM300 first for the trip,
but the guilty of borrowing friends money is still there.
Looking at Farith’s good looking face every day,
just make me feel more burden with the balance of RM210.
What a miserable feelings towards Farith!

The boyfriend stuff keeps come and go.
Happy, sad, excited, unexpected, war begins~
Something should be done with my attitude.
Something should be changed bak kata Nadia.
I need to control my sensitive feelings, anger, and emotion.
But sometimes, it is easy to say than for me to do.
Cause I am trying to do my best for you but I can’t.
I try to do my best to be the best for you boyfriend.
Sorry because I can’t do it and sorry for you to face it.

Oh yeah, my parents promise me to come and visit me here.
Last two weeks, canceled, last week, canceled.
What about this week? I don’t know what to say anymore.
I am damn missing you ibu, ayah. Only Allah knows.
I cried in ETR class last Monday because I miss ayah too much.
When all of my friends enjoying watching the rocket video,
I cried until the video ends. I want ibu, ayah badly.
Only Nadia and the boyfriend knew what happen to me.
And they knew why I am missing the parents too much.
And I am hoping to see them here, in Mutiara College.
I miss ibu mumbling at my room, at my locker, at my study table.
I miss ayah faces when he saw the distant between college and bus stop.
And I miss the hug, the kiss,everything about them. Miss them badly.

Argh~ Such a long story to share. What a big problem that I have.
Is it that big? Yes I know it is not that big. But I can’t stand of it.
Because me, myself do not have that strength to go through this.
The hotel subjects itself, the things, the sensitive feelings, the wars.
And every day, I just hoping that the world never ends know.
I want to settle all of this stuff first. And show others that I can.
I just want to be the best for others. I just want to be a better person.
For Allah, for ibu, for ayah, for Nadia, for boyfriend, for friends.
And most important, I just want to be the best for myself.

Kalau LAPTOP, tengok hari-hari bagi tak berhabuk.

Kalau AL-QURAN, tinggal sampai berhabuk kan?

Tukang quote: Miss Ferial

Notes: Ada betulnya cakap Miss..

Kehidupan~

Kalau duduk Penang, mesti tau Sunway Carnival.
Dan aku memang hantu Sunway Carnival sejak part 2.
Naik part 5, ramai pulak student UiTM yang ke Sunway.
Semua sebab jasa bus rapid 709 yang baru. Haha.
Pasni boleh naik bus je, tak payah bazir call prebet.
Lagi-lagi sejak Yana dah terpikat dengan Sunway.
Yelah, orang dah berpunya. Tak gitu? Haha.

Perkembangan duduk mutiara, Alhamdulillah.
Semua orang ada life sendiri, even aku.
So kalau dieorang keluar, tak semestinya aku join.
Nak lepak, sendiri-sendiri. Makan, sendiri.
Semualah sendiri. Senang kata, berdikari.
Tapi alhamdulillah, every weekend, seronok.
Makan sama-sama, gelak kat hall sama-sama.
Semua pun kawan-kawan dari Pemimpin Mahasiswa.
Jadi, disiplin dalam diri sendiri, dah ada lah sikit.
Sebab tu macam masalah kebersihan, bangun solat,
takda masalah lagi. Semua sentiasa mengingatkan.

Sekarang yang merunsingkan, pasal duit. Huu.
Yuran kena bayar sendiri, sejak duduk 'kolej rumah',
lagi banyak benda kena beli. Rak buku, itu, ini.
Dengan masalah biasa, buku teks yang mahal,
ditambah subject event, kena bayar duit trip.
Beratus jugak lah kena bayar. Harap-harap berbaloi.

Apa pun, itu yang kita namakan kehidupan.
Bukan semua akan senang, ada masa akan susah.
No Regret, Open Arms, Open Hearts.
So chill. Minggu depan, ibu ayah cakap nak datang.
Insyaallah kalau jadi. Boleh lepas rindu :)

Mutiara~

Pagi2 budak part 5 hoteliers jerit2 kat bus stop.

Haha, terkejut korang nampak aku tadi.

Well, aku ditempatkan di Mutiara.

First impression, sedih, sebab tak biasa.

But then, good things turn up.

First, aku sama rumah dgn geng PM.

Semua yang otak sengal2 tapi baik hati.

Haha. Auni, Khai, Kak Najla, Zaty sebilik.

Next, Kak Mida dengan Mashi.

Bilik aku, Nyah, Husna ngan Cmah.

Second yang seronok, ada masa utk classmate.

Walaupun baru first day, aku suka sangat.

Ada kawan2 kat kolej sebelah, nr.

It is a new experience for me.

Lagi2 untuk berdikari, hidup sharing.

Bukan dengan 4 orang. Tapi 10 orang.

Ya Allah, terima kasih untuk anugerah ini.

Kau permudahkanlah hidupku. Amin~