Flaws.

Or claws? Living in your own world. Don't bother me. I am hurt enough.

Tired.

You are just too ambitious. And clearly you left me alone. You left me and you prefer to go around with your intelectual business friends that up to your standard. Congratulations. You just won yourself the best friend anyone can expect to have award. So 'proud'.

Ya.

Bukan
Bayang pun bukan
Apatah lagu orang
Sabar?
Mungkin tak bertahan
Cukuplah
Makin lama, makin ada
Sisa-sisa itu jelas nyata
Kenapa ada rasa

Bother.

No. It does not bother me at all. You and your attitude. And my pride not going low at all even I texted you. Because I texted all other bunch of my friends too. Thus, don't feel egoistic to reply or not replying it because I don't care. You are too ambitious. And again I am not your standard at all. You have everything with you. And despite all those wealth, you turning into someone that is amazingly annoying. I don't care.

Well.

It's been a long time. I am not sure what are my feelings towards all of these. I am just too tired. And what actually happened in my life, what actually I felt and what actually things that I need to encountered day by day just important to me. Just me by myself. Not every little tiny bit of it are important to other people. Whom I think they cared about it but they just don't.

I am not your standard. I am not anyone that can be easily immersed into your culture. Your new culture I think. I am not on your scale. I don't have ambition. I don't have path that I want. I just becoming someone that you used to know. Because you already turning into a great human being, that amazingly can stands by your own.

Now.

You ditched me.

Absolutely.

Fool.

I am not at your standard. And yet I always try beyond my capabilities just to make sure you know how much I care about you. Guess people turn out to be egoistic for own benefits. Thus, that's what I'm going to do now. You are too ambitious. I am such a fool for you.

Huh.

Kau dengan bersihkan itulah
Dengan nak berjaya tu lah
Mencapai itu lah

How funny it turns out
Cheap talks

Ayah.

Walau jauh, tak pernah lupa. Terima kasih untuk semua. Sebab segalanya tak mungkin mampu tanpa Ayah.

Apa.

Lama mana mungkin kau tahan
Tempatnya sama
Kesannya sama
Puas menggaru hingga selesa
Tapi mungkin kau lupa
Dari situ darahnya jua
Dari situ pedihnya tiba
Dari situ sakitnya sentiasa

Seperti tersepit dengan segala
Mahu bertahan takut terngadah
Mahu teruskan takut mendalam
Apa sebenarnya
Apa ceritanya

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Hard.

My current obsession. Specifically internet obsession besides Youtube, is Asian Fan Fiction. Narrow it down to Running Man Asian Fan Fiction. Sigh. I am to addicted with those fan fiction during these hectic inappropriate moments. I just can't stop from these internet obsession.

When NigaHiga started to upload a new video staring Kev Jumba that is his long lost Youtube partner that already opened one charity school in Africa, I just stared in front of my phone and while the video keeps buffering, I tend to open the browser for Asian fan fiction stories and it just make me lost. I currently love my new hobby. Thus, I can say I love to read after all. LOL.

Just.

I guess it is enough for all of the stories and dramas. Right now, the only classy dramas that I preferred will only be from the extension list of the television series. There's no need to create another one just to fill the gap the we created.