It's been a long time. I am not sure what are my feelings towards all of these. I am just too tired. And what actually happened in my life, what actually I felt and what actually things that I need to encountered day by day just important to me. Just me by myself. Not every little tiny bit of it are important to other people. Whom I think they cared about it but they just don't.
I am not your standard. I am not anyone that can be easily immersed into your culture. Your new culture I think. I am not on your scale. I don't have ambition. I don't have path that I want. I just becoming someone that you used to know. Because you already turning into a great human being, that amazingly can stands by your own.