Want.

Ellen.

I started to watch Ellen Degeneres 2 or 3 years ago. Just a random click on Youtube and I became one of her biggest fans on Youtube. Few months ago, I started to google more about her. She is a Covergirl model, she also did stand up comedy, has her own show, openly gay and married to Australian actress Portia De Rossi.

She is one of my idol. She is confident with herself although she'd been attacked with harsh questions when she confess about her sexual orientation, she is so kind and she loves to help many poor people, she is so beautiful in her ways and she also a funny person because she really can make my day lots better.

Watching Ellen show is a new way to enjoy life besides watching Glee series. And yeah, I am trying to catch up How I Met Your Mother until season 7 and keep on track with season 8 that been aired now. This is because I really want to know who is actually their mother that will be reveal on season 9.

And I miss Nadia so much. Be strong dear myself :)

Hope.

Semoga aku akan terus menjadi lebih kuat untuk menghadapi hari-hari yang akan mendatang. Semoga aku akan terus kuat untuk menempuh realiti. Dan semoga segalanya akan kekal seperti biasa. Walaupun jarak menjadi juara.

P/S: I love you, and I will love your family too. If I treat u well, yes I will treat your family like that too. I miss you.

Separuh.

Dimana air mata mengalir di kaki bumi tatkala ribuan yang lain sedang gembira bersama bagasi beroda. Iya. Dia yang banyak bersama-sama menyelam dan hanyut di dalam air dalam, terkapai-kapai kepanasan di tanah lapang.

Dia, separuh hidupku, separuh jiwaku, separuh diriku. Malu mula diketepikan kerana yang tinggal hanyalah rasa sayang. Sayang seorang sahabat, seorang teman, seorang keluarga, seorang cinta.

IkanUlat. Susah senang bersama. Sayang selamanya.

Semoga suatu hari nanti, Allah bukakkan hati, untuk menjadi yang baik. Seperti mereka :)