How can I put it in words? How can I deliver it brightly without hurting any feelings? Or did I just being too selfless although the reality was too harsh to adapt? Am I being too sensitive over silly things that happens around me?
First, you do not really care about me at all. Even as friends. Even when you already say thousand words before how you appreciated your friends and you are willing to do anything to support them. But, let’s me reflect it first. Did you really do that in our friendship? Did you really care about me on screen but what about off screen?
Did you really care about the conditions and everything or you just playing with the friendship terms? I bet you are so lucky because you got everything. You start to talk shit but you did not realize, you’re doing shit too.
I am confused at first. What actually should I felt towards this situation? How it is exactly this things has define our friendship. How all these things actually has make things clearer for me that this friendship is quite useless?
You are so good with your words. Even you show that you are a good friends by using all those quotes. But in reality, in our friendship, you walk alone through the hallway and leave my hand alone. And you just came back when you actually want that is right before I came here. But most importantly, I am the one who make the move. Because I am too eager with our friendship to make it last longer than ever.
What about you? Surprisingly, there are no efforts from you. Not at all. Why so sudden wishing me to be good but in reality you did not even start to contact me at all even to say hi? Even to say anything relevant that is appropriate with the time? I am too dumb to plan everything ahead. Because I am thinking too much about this friendship. Thinking that it is one of the pure friendship that I can talk back in my older times.
Who are you?
