Over.

I might be over thinking. But I think that what makes me stand on the ground and realize the right and wrong things. How can someone be special when the things that happen are too common to everybody? How can someone gets that attention of special moment and occasion if that occasion happens to everyone in the world. How can someone be reminded of something if that something actually happened to entire human being. No, it can't happen. And I officially can feel the pain. The pain of not becoming that special anymore. Being far from the country just make everything not that convincing anymore. What actually happened are not visible to my eyes and most people can say what they want and most of the time, I will believe without question. You sacrifice yourself to be with others after you do the same thing to me. Thus, is our moment still special for you? No. I already knew the answer. Thanks.

Fear.

Mourning.

Started with the MH370 incident and now this tragic MH17, there's time where I felt frightened by everything especially living in other's land. To return back home sometimes needed more than twice decision making and thinking process just because the traumatized feeling that I got from all the news cover and the report. But, it's already stated that if there's almost time for them, then it will be no matter what. Al-Fatihah.

Time.

Meluat.

Belum sempat ditanya apa-apa, terus terjah ke penutup kata. Mungkin hujahan tak pernah penting sebab lagi senang buat kesimpulan sendiri jadi hidup senang tiada sangsi.